Forever.

When i'm not with you i feel so empty inside. A piece of me is literally missing, and i can't think straight. I don't know what to be without you. You are my everything when i have nothing, the music of your voice is my favorite melody, your skin is my comfort zone. i don't want to be without it. Ever. Even if i have to break my heart a million times before i'm over you, i'm never not going to be friends with you. I can't do that. I didn't want to break up with you, but it was for the best, so i thought. Maybe now it was a mistake, but it's gotten us to both realize what we have, want and what we could have. but was that really the BEST choice? No, Yes? I won't ever really know unless i get him back. But i don't even know how to begin asking him for mercy and forgiveness! Especially with all the troubles we've had, we've been through too much that sorry really isn't "sorry" it's more like a deal with it kind of thing as he says..... this is one of the hardest things i've had to go through. i'm not sure what to do, or who to be without him. i'm so in love with him.... even though we fight ALL the time, i wouldn't want it to be that way with anyone else....


i just love him. Simple. As. That.